sometimes i really do not know what to say. the other day one of my auntie was just telling me about how she is gaining weight even though she is eating very little. normal ppl will go to the doctor, she went to the priest first.
(in chinese)
“so i went to see the priest and i asked him ‘priest, i keep gaining weight nowadays. how?’ and he told me, just eat less lor. and i said but i am already eating less already. so he told me, go and see the doctor. so this time i am going to see the doctor” - or something like that.
then my mother told me about how my 2 cousins - the mothers (including one above) going to this Xiang Gu who apparently help ppl kai yuan. apparently she had already helped 3 of my cousins kai yuan and they really did get the girls they want. at first the first one wasn’t successful even after praying. but the other 2 were. but his was successful after the 2nd try. then they realise why it didn’t work the first time.
apparently if you go and pray the woman will give you a bottle of holy water/perfume or something. the first time he broke it and he didn’t tell his mum, that is why he still couldn’t get a wife. but the 2nd time he managed to because he didn’t break the bottle.
so now the mum is going to go and pray for the younger sister and also for my cousin. and the worst thing is my mum was like.. you wait and see how well it works for your cousin, then if it is really good then you can go as well.
obviously i am not going to go even if it works. nothing in life is free and maybe if they give you a husband thy will take away another part of your life.
omg had nightmare about cockroaches invading our UK house. i am sure it is not really a good sign. they were crawling everywhere and we were trying to kill them and i did kill 2 of them but the last part of the dream many of them crawled onto me and i could almost felt their legs on my feet. omg.
i think we are all scared of that ghost in our house man in a way. we all don’t dare talk bout it in the house. but omg.
anyway i adopted a new mini ghost on my toe. for some reason every picture i took of it is blury when other things will be fine and my new camera is damn good. and i actually saw it moved while i was showering in the hotel room in hk. i thought it was dirt and tried to get rid of it but then after the first time i touched it with my other toes it just refused to move and now it looks like it is inside my toe but not exactly. so i concluded that it is a spirit.
hong kong is fun. didnt buy much but my mother bought so much she felt so guilty i didn’t buy anything that when i casually mentioned i wanted to buy alcohol at Singapore airport and she casually said no and I didn’t want to buy after that she was like.. half pleeding me to buy because she felt guilty rejecting me. haha. love it.
officially studying today. more or less. finished 1 page. and after this going continue omg. haha. so proud of myself. but suddenly can feel how those to-be-sacrificed ppl must feel. like walking up the altar knowing you’re going to die horribly. is not a very nice feeling. but at least they probably are dying because they are virgins or pure or something and that at least is honourable. not that i am not. haha. but i am not dying for those reasons which is damn tragical.
dying because of my own fault and it is such a slow and painful death